I always cancelled
I was scared
That I would never be enough
I guess I wasn't
Instead
went out my way to see you
Never thinking I'd show up
When I'm in my bed
You never go to sleep
And sometimes you message me
When you're drunk
I thought it was cute
Remember when you said we'd dance under the moon
to my new songs
We didn't
I thought we'd be fine
I thought that I'd try
But we crossed that line
I knew it would die
I knew you would find
some way to blame me this time
Still it hurts me so bad
And I hate myself
And I hate myself
When I think of all I never said
And I want to so bad
And I hate myself
Seems you do so well
When I think of all I never said
And I hate it so bad
So bad
I didn't know it was that bad
But you don't communicate
Yet you love to get your way
Excuse me I'm still angry at
The way that it ended
And maybe I penned it
But I believe it wasn't fast
We jumped too high
And we fell
And we died
Guess it wasn't our time
I guess it's
Hard to be fine
When there are no lies
To fill between the lines
You knew it would die
You know you could find
A better waste of your time
Still it hurts me so bad
And I hate myself
And i hatel myself
When I think of all I never said
And I want to so bad
And I hate myself
Seems you do so well
When I think of all you never said
And I hate it so bad
credits
from Girl Kiss,
released August 23, 2019
written and produced by Ahomari
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