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Girl Kiss

by ahomari.

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1.
Girl Kiss 02:25
I don’t wanna be a girl who’s just your friend You know I wanna be your girl Girl Girlfriend I don’t wanna be someone with you play pretend You know you wanna be my girl I think about you in my bedroom I think of all the things we should do Should do I think about you in my bedroom They say we shouldn’t but I want to I want to I don’t wanna be a boy who is just your friend Know I wanna be your boy Boy Boyfriend I don’t wanna be someone you will never kiss You know you wanna be my boy I think about you in my bedroom I think of all the things we could do Could do I think about you in my bedroom They say we shouldn’t but I want to I want to I don’t wanna be someone you will just forget I wanna be the only one One In your head I don’t wanna be something that you might regret You know you wanna be my one
2.
You only hold my hand under the table in the dark I know it’s simple but you were never simple from the start Held my hand Even though it’s not your friend Please tell the truth I know you mind I’m a fool You’re a tool Why do we ever bother the blue Play it cool I know I’m lucky but my luck ain’t ever Played by rules You never wanted What I wanted I’ll just Play it cool I know its hurts you to be seen with me But maybe once you’ll start to breathe Inside this temporary fantasy Maybe I replied Hoping you had time to atleast It’s all the same old lines You call me back Only to hold me back You only miss me When we hit the line We’re just friends Even though you’re not my friend I know the story and how it ends You’re too wrecked So you wreck Every wreck That reacts to your charm Play it cool I wish I did in the beginning But I played the fool I never wanted what you wanted I just Played it cool Even though it hurts to me You’ll never see That you had all the parts of me Inside this temporary fantasy I only think of all that we could be It’s just a temporary fantasy It’s nothing real But I’d like to believe
3.
I always cancelled I was scared That I would never be enough I guess I wasn't Instead went out my way to see you Never thinking I'd show up When I'm in my bed You never go to sleep And sometimes you message me When you're drunk I thought it was cute Remember when you said we'd dance under the moon to my new songs We didn't I thought we'd be fine I thought that I'd try But we crossed that line I knew it would die I knew you would find some way to blame me this time Still it hurts me so bad And I hate myself And I hate myself When I think of all I never said And I want to so bad And I hate myself Seems you do so well When I think of all I never said And I hate it so bad So bad I didn't know it was that bad But you don't communicate Yet you love to get your way Excuse me I'm still angry at The way that it ended And maybe I penned it But I believe it wasn't fast We jumped too high And we fell And we died Guess it wasn't our time I guess it's Hard to be fine When there are no lies To fill between the lines You knew it would die You know you could find A better waste of your time Still it hurts me so bad And I hate myself And i hatel myself When I think of all I never said And I want to so bad And I hate myself Seems you do so well When I think of all you never said And I hate it so bad

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"This was originally a 9 track album. I hope to release those songs here and there on different compilations and project. I wrote these songs last year in a dark but uplifting place. It helped me get back to who I was. This is a tribute to my black queer experience. Girl Kiss is for all the queers of Richmond who have always shown me nothing but love. Through my visits to Richmond I’ve become more of myself. I’d like to thank My mom and brother, Errin, Milah, Sean Jones, Michael Jones, Chris Wenner, Judy, Rin Kim, Rafia, XHOSA, Phari, Woven In, Sunrhe, Angel, Alfred, RK, Mars, Sofia Lakis, Ghost Piss, Machine Girl, Cry Baby, Kosmo, Persephone, Ha Tran, Liu Light, Justice, Zahir, 3lon, Machine Girl, Snugsworth, Tavishi, babymomo, Saturn Rising, Roddrecia, Jules Tatham, Michael Anastasion, Marceline, Matt Mossman, Kiwyon, Austin, Rae Bees, William Busbee, Nic Jenkins, Deborah Adedokun, Niecy Blues, She Returns From War, Verge, Adam Cullum, Alice Rodriguez, Ony, Naomi, Stephen Davies, Andrew Svenson, Lucas Sams, Rob Kershaw, Purp Echo, Ozonna, Bret Michael Sears, Frankie Ivo, Roomdance, Mason Youngblood, Josh Drews, Joe Buck Roberts, Reno, Chris Johnson, Adam Drawdy, Cecil Decker, Moses, all my exes and anyone I may have forgotten I’m sorry." - Ahomari

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released August 23, 2019

Artwork: Rin Kim
Produced and Written by: Ahomari
Recorded by: Sean Jones & Ahomari
Mixed by: Ahomari

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ahomari. Columbia, South Carolina

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